experience in love life

Hola...
me again menulis just for fun besides its satu kepuasan ..
this time about my love life..inipun idea terkeluar after reading a novel..its about journey of love life ..hmm sedihnyer...
that's really touch my heart and its deeply touching..really.
sigh n sigh !gosh!! is this the feel we get after heart hurted?
or maybe becoz of this kind of feeling then you become revenger?
REVENGER!

ops!this happened to me last 20years ..
terribly sorry for him for this kind of feel that hurts you ...a thousand million apologies..
its an expensive experience for me.. tak di jual dan ianya sangat bernilai..he had taught me a real life ..my life began with him .. to laugh,to love and to be loved is a gift to ourselves,to receive,to experience life though emotions- yes,even with pain...
besides i grown up with his kind family...i owned for that..how i wish that i can turn back the time..

many things i learned..every moments still fresh in my mind..every step we make still playing like a movie ..damn! hey go away memories..
sorry.. i made up a decision to end up the relationship..memang jahil dan kejam sangat myself..but i got a reason to do so..accept qada dan qadar dan ketentuan dariNYA
well..apapun things had happened.. i should be thankful to GOD and to whom that make those days great and knowing me in your life..appreciate!
'simple living high thinking'..i keep till now..its better for us to be just friend.
i wish success is always around you as i just watch it from far as i can..not more than that..i am happy for you and your family as my happiest moment always be with me.. with my hubby and my kids around me..i love them so much!

lastly ...don't be dismayed at goodbyes
a farewell is nessessary
and meeting again,
after moments of lifetimes
is certain for us to be just a FRIEND...


thanks for everythings ....
ld'09 0439hrs















~our song~

Aloha ..its been quite a long time i haven't post any latest
tentang myself ..
nothing interesting to share with but adalah sedikit yang terlintas
inside my mind..
hmm...apa nak story this time ekk?
about me..yaa ..
lately ni i found that im become serious in reading
i mean reading a novel..ini pengaruh from' shark'..nama kat facebook
..nama ikut mycard is shakira..
actually i hate reading..tak kisah lah any type of reading..
from those days lagi if buku sekolah...hmmm lagilah
but this novel is about love, passion,revenge and sad ..thats makes me berangan and cried
like nobody business ..ha..kena sekalikan..tak suka novel katanyer..
now i think i am addicted to novel..starting new hobby lah kot..hmmm...
but one more thing yang u ols tak tau about me..i love music!
once i wake up in the morning(bangun pagi ker)..its a must to grab and open my notebook
that played my playlist...habit..morning mood maybe?

haa..here got another story to share
its suddenly keep me asking to myself..why this kind of people
still around and making trouble to others?
why still have this kind of disease in their heart?
pernah tak dia orang perasan tentang diri masing masing?
well i am not pointing to the one here but

when talking about people..let us see to our self ..
who are we actually?
are we perfectly perfect ?
being favouritism?
demanding?
insincere to yourself huh?

cuba kita tengok depan cermin...what can we see?
its our self or orang lain?
did you know how beautiful your heart is..
how sincere u are towards yourself and to your friend and beloved one?
maybe we had forgotten or maybe just ignore in fact we
realized it..betul macam Tun Mahathir cakap..Melayu Mudah Lupa!
cum'on ..accept the mistakes and take it for good thou
its burden..like one of my friends always say to me
thanks to GOD for good or bad ..always syukur for what you
have gain...always remember to this that you have not lived a perfect day,
even though you have earned your money and you have done something
for someone who will never be able to repay you...

Alhamdulliah...GOD had given and created me d most greatest in life..
syukur with what i have now .. no words can describes ..
i am too small for YOU who had bring everyday with laughter's and joy..
which sometimes i had not realize of it..i am negligent with surroundings..
gosh!..correct me whenever im doing wrong or distracted to others..

...ld'09
03:14hrs