experience in love life

Hola...
me again menulis just for fun besides its satu kepuasan ..
this time about my love life..inipun idea terkeluar after reading a novel..its about journey of love life ..hmm sedihnyer...
that's really touch my heart and its deeply touching..really.
sigh n sigh !gosh!! is this the feel we get after heart hurted?
or maybe becoz of this kind of feeling then you become revenger?
REVENGER!

ops!this happened to me last 20years ..
terribly sorry for him for this kind of feel that hurts you ...a thousand million apologies..
its an expensive experience for me.. tak di jual dan ianya sangat bernilai..he had taught me a real life ..my life began with him .. to laugh,to love and to be loved is a gift to ourselves,to receive,to experience life though emotions- yes,even with pain...
besides i grown up with his kind family...i owned for that..how i wish that i can turn back the time..

many things i learned..every moments still fresh in my mind..every step we make still playing like a movie ..damn! hey go away memories..
sorry.. i made up a decision to end up the relationship..memang jahil dan kejam sangat myself..but i got a reason to do so..accept qada dan qadar dan ketentuan dariNYA
well..apapun things had happened.. i should be thankful to GOD and to whom that make those days great and knowing me in your life..appreciate!
'simple living high thinking'..i keep till now..its better for us to be just friend.
i wish success is always around you as i just watch it from far as i can..not more than that..i am happy for you and your family as my happiest moment always be with me.. with my hubby and my kids around me..i love them so much!

lastly ...don't be dismayed at goodbyes
a farewell is nessessary
and meeting again,
after moments of lifetimes
is certain for us to be just a FRIEND...


thanks for everythings ....
ld'09 0439hrs















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